Devoid

There you sit, devoid of expression. Your mind races, in automation. Your eyes glazed over, waiting for the day to end. For the next day of lifelessness to begin.

Your mind dull and closed. So many ideas flood your head, not yours. Never yours. Your thoughts don’t matter.

No time for your thoughts. No time for your beliefs, your ideas, your motives.

Glazed mind. Glazed world.

They silence you with work. They silence you with hopelessness. Days flood by. They never took your mind, just hid it away. Your world inside is still inside. You would write if you could. You would express if you could. But they take away your ability to think for yourself to express yourself with the words of others they inject into you like a virus. They expect your retention to keep your silent. But it remains.

You sit and stare devoid of emotion. But you have emotions. If only you had the time to express them.

That’s the effect school is having on this blog. I will write when I can. My apologies for the lack of posts.